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Friday, March 17, 2006

'Pillier' on the motorbike last week with my gal friend bike(yes..a gal) . Gosh is like ..... scary!!!

The faster the bike goes and u will wonder if the bike will just skid off and send u flying like a superman ...woman.

"GAL ! DUN RIDE SO FAST HUH I TRUST U !"

worst still , the watever vehicle may hit u at the back and send me more flying ...imagine .The speed that commands the wind to blow on my face is great . One word ... thrilling !

I thought my leg wobble after I got down the bike .

wan to go other places somemore ----nope way with her bike (scary) .... some more yishun dam ,,,huh? wat's that ? huh ? got hunk with phantom? huh ? hearing more bikes got me shaken .. I rather go less terrible place (also terrrible place) like MOS ... i have enough of those party scene.

heading to ministry of sound ... piller on her friend bike which commands 1300cc turbine. Arrr ..this is better than my friend's ..hahah soundless and dun wobble ... fast and also making a turn wouldn't make u feel that the whole bike is going to flip upside down..

ok , u know wat . no matter wat bike , this will be last time I piller .

coz I am nt a good piller. I will make motor wobble (DANGEROUS)
I CLOSED MY EYES!!!!!!!!!!!!ARRRRGG!

From MOS to Home .. great .. no piller ... i got a ride from my friend from MOS in a CAR.

Gosh .. 'piller' in car better than bike ya? air con some more.

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Monday, March 13, 2006

okay , after been high for about 4 months and is now back to square 1 .

princess for 4 months.. (in US , I have this nick . Since this is US then it is useful to have ah moh name like Valerie)

"princess valerie Princess valerie " u know disney is all abt princess princess ..

Bk to job muggering again .... sob sob .

I miss them !

Some email to me and Iam kind of sob sob !!!!

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Thursday, March 09, 2006

Been pondering ... Why am I coming back ? When I had ready got used to the crazy life there?

I c ... through email, family and friends tell me how they miss me and wanted me to come back.
I say I dun misses home ....but subconciously I do . Really do.

wat a enourmous ego I have...

Really... Sometimes there is a feeling that u can drop everything, money is just nothing ... becoz u miss somebody .

If money can buy something, i hope I can buy union with the people u loved . isn't ?

Hence, going around the earth with million miles for a searching for something- missing?
I guess I know wat is that.....

Today I heard this song from a friend's cd
it struck me like "hey.."
meaning for me rite at that moment

Artist: Stacie Orrico
Song: More To Life
I've got it all, but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing
And why can't I let it go

CHORUS:
There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Trippin' out thinkin' there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... There's gotta be more(Than wanting more)
I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment I'm half-way out the door
Onto the next thing, I'm searching for something that's missing

CHORUS
I'm wanting more
I'm always waiting on something other than this
Why am I feelin' like there's something I missed....Always... Always...
CHORUS - repeat twice
More to life
There's gotta be more to life (more to life)
There's gotta be more to life (more)
More to my life

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Friday, March 03, 2006

I'm sleepless at 4am . it 's afternoon at the bahama and I am supposed to b working .
adjust wif the timezone difference again .. haiz.
Finally got back some of my Singapore slang .
Truly unique singaporean.

Out of the sudden,this earth stopped moving. I had stopped that hangover -DISAPPEARED!
Out of the sudden, quietness+ humidity
In florida- it's sun shining but cool breeze big time (wat is humid?)

Bck the ship , I used to walk left and right- It is not catwalk- it is balancing effect of the swaying ship- darm ship!

Finally I found my taken for granted.

I know my life is not the same again.

Have being thinking abt $$'
$$ can't buy happiness indeed:
coz happiness nt for sale. Many ppl get tripped up by this one, amassing wealth only to find themselves cycling into bottomless pit of unsatisfactable yearning. Turns out, joy and misery are not that far apart when comes to big wads of cash.

Considering the case of a kentucky couple who won $34 millions in 2000. Thrilled being release from boring old jobs, they fittered their fortune away on fancy cars, manions, all usual stuff. They divorced, he died of alcoholic illness, and she died alone in her new house just five years after cashing the winning ticket.

when it comes to happiness, only people you love , and who love you, can bring it. If you can buy yourself a yacht but no real friends to sail wif, u are sunk.

Many ppl asked me in ship- wat r u here for , $$?
I asked some ppl wat are they here for.(in fact , most ppl voluntary told me wat are they here for and they promptly reply; "money".

The WOrld IS Full OF moNey Crazy .. $$$ >.< $$$$$

Coming back home seem like a whole new concept to me now.
I laugh at Channel 5 sitcom
I read British newspaper
I read UK and US magazine .. gossip of ah moh celebrities and beauty
No longer watch Mandarin speaking drama
watch newspaper everyday
reading self enriching books " The rule of Money Management for the ladies" etc
I scan though the 50 most eligible bachelors in the mar 06 Cleo magazine and I felt only Pan asian or the caucasian look nicer wor.
I'm concious abt my singlish and mandarin.
I got my priority right.
I bought bread crossiant and cereal and gallon of florida orange juice.
I bought red wine.
I think jap and This Fashion style of clothes have no substances at all.
I become too friendly with my fellow singaporean friends
I watch people snatches up $5 shoes at Lot 1 Seiyu
and .......
the lst time in my life
I bought groceries from IMM jurong and took a cab home; I told the cabby to keep the $0.30 change from the $6.70 cab fare.

haha

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Thursday, March 02, 2006

iam back.

I still feeling unrealistic.

I am still feeling I'm back too fast.

It's like a dream .
Now woke up.

ok let me rest well lst and .. get over with post cruise symptom --- robotic act

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